Life in a mirror

Recently I did something that I couldn’t believe I was doing. It was a Wednesday evening and I had just arrived at a meeting of the Writers Circle that I now belong to. The meeting hadn’t yet begun, the last few stragglers were taking their seats. It was announced that due to personal reasons our Treasurer was resigning after 15 years. A request was made for a volunteer to take up the mantle.

That was when I heard it. It was my voice, and the words, not unfamiliar, were not what I expected to hear coming from my own mouth.

‘If nobody else wants to do it I will.’

It didn’t make me feel good, I had misgivings about this. Although I had done it before, twenty years ago I was the treasurer of our local Playgroup. I was worried about having other people’s cash in the house whilst we were struggling financially ourselves. Over the last couple of weeks since we sold our car, our own situation has become more relaxed. I began to feel better about my new role.

This weekend I called round to visit my predecessor for the handover of all the Treasurer’s paraphernalia. We chatted for several hours. We didn’t spend much time discussing the Writing group. Instead we talked about our own lives.

I had never imagined that I would meet another person whose life was such a mirror of my own life. She has lived my past, she has lived my current life. She is living my future.

It is strange but the revelations that came about through our conversation are both scary and at the same time comforting.

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2 comments on “Life in a mirror

  1. Sue Shade says:

    The doors of life open and close. New doors open; sometimes old doors open again after many years. I believe that things happen for a reason, and sometimes we make decisions for reasons that we were not aware of, which lead us along pathways that we thought we would never take, or return to. Perhaps, even though we feel unsure about some of the decisions we make, they are right for us, after all… Sorry, that all probably sounded a bit cryptic.

  2. Sue, I have always been a believer in everything happens for a reason. People come into our lives for a reason. I totally understand what you are saying.

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